sickening feeling

A smile ..
a Hug...
A glance...
A heart..
A hope..
A chance...
a kiss..
a dream...
a touch...
a like ...
a flirt..
a crush..
a secret...
a trust ...
a lie...
a heart
now broken
inside
hidding now
within regret
feeling so low
feeling so sick
unsure now if it was ever real
forgetting for good how to feel
a new pain..
a new hurt...
an old regret...
a new cance...
to open up...
that will never come again...
tired of all the painfull memories
i found someone to love who completed me
she turned away and ran so fast
just to forget me as her past
dont tell me you love me and
youll be there till the end
if after it all you cant even be a friend
this sickening feeling deep inside
where my heart will never be alive