what i thought about

All the walks i have ever gone on alone. Rushing through the trees trying to escape the reality of life. I would close my eyes and try and picture a happier place where the world wasnt spinning out of control crashing down on me with the weight of a thousand tears. But somewhere one of those days when i was hiding from the eyes of every one that was looking into my scar filled eyes i realized that i was running from happiness and the only way to find my way back was to go back through every thing that had happened and find a way to just let go...Let go it is the only way you can ever truly be free...and happy....